Thursday, 18 July 2013 | 20:49 | 0 Atasinchi
Ironic. That's the best word to describe how my life is.It is not ridiculous, it is just ironic. Life is anything but neat. It is not always smooth.
You know, every time when I work hard for something, be it preparation for exams or be it in a relationship, it won't turn out good. Whenever I care less about something, it will surprise me. As I grew older, I tend to take things more seriously. I get disappointed more often now than ever. Because when you put so much effort into something and later, failed miserably, it sure hurt, damn bad.
Usually, when I’m so deeply, crazily in love with someone, she just couldn’t love me as much. It’s suicidal. There would always be the saviours, those who seem to care and love me dearly, but I just couldn’t love them back. It is just so messy. Lesson learned, do not fall so deeply in love, you’ll get drowned. Love those who love you back, who care about you, who respect you and who never fail to make you happy, and most importantly, love yourself first before you could ever love anybody else.
And usually, I get my heartbroken during final exams, important tests, practicum observations, big presentations, the last day of my assignments’ deadline and happy hours.Thanks so effin’ much for the memories. : )
From the trivial things in life to the significant ones, life wouldn’t be challenging if it’s not ironic. If it’s not challenging, it will be dull. If it’s dull and neat, it will be no fun. You've gotta go through the pain to experience the joy. Remember, there will be a rainbow after the rain. Look on the bright side. Shit happens, but it will pass. C’est la vie.
Life is indeed, ironic. Like, it doesn’t rain every time you bring your umbrella with you, but when you don’t, it rains. Like, you just couldn’t fall asleep the whole night thinking about the big day tomorrow, and a couple of hours before the big thing, you fell asleep and wished that you could just sleep. Like, when you were about to tell someone that you love her/him, she/he started to confess that she/he is in love with your best friend. Like a funeral of a close relative during your wedding day. Like a break-up on your birthday. :)
Life could be devastating. It could disappoint you. But you’ll learn from it. You just have to go through it, and smile. No matter how bad thing seems to be, it will pass. For tomorrow, the sun will shine again. Even though the path that you take might be rocky and bumpy, just enjoy the ride. One day, you’ll look back at your life and you'll laugh at it :)
Because life is just ironic.





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